… Do you want to hear that it gets hard to try or live or even breathe at times?
Hell, yes it does!
I must opt to pick up the pieces of my broken life and keep just being.
That is when we know that we are not well and…
… My conversion with a nurse about inserting the self-catheter brought up some observations about us and the human body. The nurse assured me that I will not injure myself by putting the catheter in “too deep.” …
… Perpetual reliance on my optimism and persistence is how I got here and how I will get to my last days. I had an appointment the other day with my gastroenterologist and found out I have pancreatitis. …
… The 3 days and 2 nights I was in the Piedmont Henry Hospital in Stockbridge, GA was recuperative and resting as it was supposed to be. I am still praying a surprise bill does not appear as my Blue Cross Blue Shield North Carolina, BCBSNC, was out of state…
… See, my bladder was not draining fully and that was backing up into my left kidney. Eventually that would cause that kidney to fail and me going into full renal failure. …
Now my whole life is summed up as these words. Habitual survival, I know it does not seem like anything to be proud about or celebrate. Yet, I feel that I must be pleased and rejoice in this life every breath I take.
Just being is a struggle now with…
In the year my mother passed on Easter, I realized that my life is never going to be normal again. Her sudden death from a cancer we never had even a hint of in 2 weeks was the shock of a lifetime. Our family was rocked like nothing else.
It…
