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Fear is …

Adam, The Diabetic Cyborg
1 min readJan 14, 2019

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Fear is loosing hope

Fear is giving in to the voices of doubt

Fear is loosing faith in humanity

Fear is giving in to frustration

Fear is letting the depression win the day

Fear is not know what you are you

Fear is not knowing that you will endure the slings and arrows

Fear is letting go of the reality that is in front of you

Fear is letting the haters get the best of you

Fear is giving power to the endless doubt festering in you head

Fear is not having anyone to call you family

Fear is no being afraid of anything, because you know that you’ll never win

Fear is that the doubt consumes every bit of you being

Fear of not fulfilling my potential

Fear of being a broken person that can not even have a relationship with a woman aside from platonic, forget a sex life

Fear of falling into sadness, having fits of anxiety, fear of emptiness becoming me

Fear of guilt for bring down everyone’s lives

Fear of being helpless later in life

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Adam, The Diabetic Cyborg

Muslim, SPMS Patient, Swifty, Chronic Lyme Survivor, Optimist, Hist/Poli. Sci. Prof. teaching here by blog/vlog 💍 on 10/6/21, 1/17/22. Writing Here Since 2016