I cannot imagine how it feels to loosing your husband. I lost my father at a month old, but I never knew him to miss him. I am happy to hear you are working on getting outside again. You will get to that point one day ma’am.
I am sure you friends and family will love seeing you out and about again. Chronically and mental illness does not mix with the American health care system.
Thank you for reading and responding!
Keep up the progress on healing your emotional scars and getting out again.
Peace be with you.