I wish I could hug you right now… I feel that we both need the reassuring acknowledgment that someone else is there at the same mental place and state of mind. We just need to soldier on and keep going. We both have family to be concerned with keeping things going, you to nurture and provide for, while I just to be a part loving of. We can just need to remember the things that got us where we are and use the lessons we can glean from our own stories of overcoming obstacles that seemed impassable.
I will use this as fuel to go on and keep going. I must dust off and try again, as for otherwise evil wins. I cannot be apart of giving into the dark side. 🙃