Thank you for reading and responding alto! I do it for exactly the reason that it might give people hope for their own lives. I am what I am and tell it how I experience it and how I feel about it. People can take it or leave it. That is up to them. I love them for reading it regardless.
This is basically what I do for a living psychologically and finically. I only get tens of dollars and rely on my parents for my health insurance premium, but hey I got to start my “professional writing career” somewhere. I thank you and a few others for getting me into blogging on Medium.