Thank you for reading and responding Ameaka!!
It means everything to me that it brought tears to your eyes. I am so happy to read that anyone has that type of emotional reaction to my blog and my words.
I just write what gets me through my days and that might help others is a similar situation. I am an open wound sometime and just write what I feel and are thinking. I have written things that I have never and would never say to someone I know, much less a stranger, in person.