Thanks mate!! That hugs mean a lot even if they are words on a screen now. I value them all the same. It means a lot to hear women saying that about loving one in my situation Wild Flower. Sherry and your responses remind me that it is up to the partner involved in the relationship to decide if it is worth it. I frankly could not be convinced a guy like me is worth the heartache, but I guess that is up to them.
These responses make my rethink the whole issue, and I will have to expound on it in my post next week.